Pendragon
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Vampyra's Squishy Student - Pendragon[M:-2035]
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Post by Pendragon on Aug 21, 2007 11:39:11 GMT -5
Pendragon had been oddly quiet throughout the strange transformation. He supposed he should go and look for Israfel. Akira had said it wasn't possible yet, but with his new found godly powers, he had a whole lot of new options.
He supposed he should go and look for Israfel. But he didn't feel like it.
He looked at this new Suzume, the shadow of her former self.
And he hated that child. More than he had ever hated before. Pen couldn't take his eyes off her. He could see every change that she would grow into, to become what Pen had known. And he hated every single one of them.
He was afraid too. Afraid that he might do something to Suzume. Like he had to Seline.
Another feeling was there too. Apathy.
You did all you could. Apathy whispered to Pen The powers of a god, and it made no difference. What's the point?
"I give up." Pendragon said eventually, eyes still burning into Suzume's face. Finally he looked up at Akira instead, not being able to face the younger Suzume any more. "I'm tired of playing the school boy. What's the good of all these lessons if I can't save one girl?" He wiped his face with his coat sleeve, when he looked up again something was different. Pendragon was different.
"So this is it. I quit, I give up. I've had enough. I'm leaving."
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Post by Señor Sunday Friday on Aug 21, 2007 15:27:39 GMT -5
(Li-Wa: ... ... ... *singing* I'VE GIVEN UUUPPPPP!!!! I'M SUFFOCATING! TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH MEEE!!!!!! *continues singing*) Akira looked up at Pendragon, sadness in her eyes and she looked down at the child Suzume, "Even though she won't remember you... she'll still need you, she'll need others more than ever... and you... you're abandoning her." She narrowed her eyes, "Obviously you can't help Suzume- because you don't even care enough to stay for her, because this isn't over yet." The little fox yawned in Makashi's arms, snuggling in the warmth and honestly looking quite adorable. Her bushy tail twitched slightly and positioned itself over her little black fox face and her little paws gently scratched againt Makashi's skin.
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Pendragon
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Vampyra's Squishy Student - Pendragon[M:-2035]
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Post by Pendragon on Aug 22, 2007 5:42:41 GMT -5
((I can play that song Actually I play it so much it drives my sister insane )) "It's over for me." Pendragon said "There's nothing more I can do." He looked down at the ground. "I don't belong here. That much is clear." I'm getting tired of starting again.... Somewhere new. It would be so easy to stay here instead... To carry on this charade of a student. Pendragon knew though... He could help here no more. And if he couldn't help anyone. Well, what was the point? A part of him was screaming that there was still hope. Logic kept that part locked away. It wasn't to be trusted.
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Post by Señor Sunday Friday on Aug 22, 2007 6:33:08 GMT -5
Adoff padded into the cave, a dark smile on his face as he looked towards Pendragon and he growled deeply, tail swishing back and forth upon the ground. "If you really want to leave that bad then leave now- your failure is only matched by your idiocy." He sat down, eyes narrowed as he watched his sister's student. He was proving Sa wrong, she had thought that Pendragon would be strong and levelminded. He wasn't. He was weak. To be honest- Adoff thought someone should beat the sense into Pendragon. "Or I could give you another option. If you think you are worth the time then you can stay and improve yourself- it is a school after all."
Neko looked at Pendragon bitterly, his fist clenched as he stood there and his ears laid flat against his head. His green eyes like daggers. He was gaining a deep loathing for the person, he spoke of being so useless, but he had powers, he spoke of bein out of place, but he had people here who cared for him, he spoke of it all being over... but in truth- nothing had even started yet. Neko had chosen to stay, Neko wasn't going to give up like that, he couldn't and wouldn't... even though Neko had lost his powers. That was his sacrifice for the one that he loved, and now that he saw Pendragon's true nature... he was glad the smug, red coated idiot was leaving.
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Pendragon
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Vampyra's Squishy Student - Pendragon[M:-2035]
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Post by Pendragon on Aug 22, 2007 9:25:39 GMT -5
Pendragon felt guilty for letting Sa down so quickly, but... It wasn't about Sa. It wasn't about Adoff either, or Akira, and it was definitely not about Neko.
If Pendragon was being completly honest.... The Takami thing was 100% the fault of the river styx particles. Pendragon had wanted to hurt Suzume, to kill her. The way she'd hurt him. Even if he hadn't been infected, who could say he wouldn't have done it anyway?
"I'm afraid...." He admitted to the others, looking at his own hands. Afraid of what he might do if he stayed. "I just need some time... Away from here."
"I can't settle down not knowing if there's a way for me to go home..." He glanced out of the cave. "This isn't goodbye... But I'm not promising to return either..."
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Post by Señor Sunday Friday on Aug 22, 2007 16:07:14 GMT -5
((Li-Wa: I hereby declare this roleplay... CLOSED!!! *claps hands* Unless of course Cecil and Darishan want to fit in one more post or something.))
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Post by Arual on Aug 22, 2007 16:09:01 GMT -5
i think we're good. ^^ and YEYYY)
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Post by Ladd Russo of the Russo Family on Aug 22, 2007 20:09:41 GMT -5
(Darishan has decided that he has spoken far too much in this role play, and probably won't be speaking for the next week. xD Closed, and well done, bravo, brava! *Claps*)
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Pendragon
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Vampyra's Squishy Student - Pendragon[M:-2035]
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Post by Pendragon on Aug 23, 2007 0:54:34 GMT -5
((Ehhhh... One more thing...))
Pendragon reached into a coat pocket, and pulled out a black phone. He tossed it towards Akira. "Call me if you need me..." He couldn't help himself but to add: "Or if Suzume... Well, you know."
And with that, he left.
((And so did I, I'm off to spain for a week)
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Post by Ladd Russo of the Russo Family on Aug 23, 2007 10:11:18 GMT -5
(*gets the oddest vision of a Kim Possible Pendragon in a girl's jumpsuit* >< Lol, sorry.)
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Post by Arual on Aug 23, 2007 15:43:26 GMT -5
(okay, now thats just weird. --)
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