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Post by Señor Sunday Friday on Jul 30, 2008 16:53:27 GMT -5
A frail skeleton of a person lay in the grass, her soft blue green eyes looking up at the sky awash with hues of golden oranges and bleeding reds that dripped over the clouds. The being held a bit of a melancholy smile accross her expression, though nonetheless content with the current moment and the prospect of her existance. Greasy strands of dark red hair were swept over her forehead and then tumbled into the tall grass around her. A pair of black vulpine ears were perched atop her head, swivveling about to hone in on any noise that might lilt through the lazy breeze. Her skin was an unhealthily pale pallor and her thin fingers threaded themselves through the blades of grass, she was alone right now, alone for once. Well, it's not like she was getting any company any more. Everyone had gotten what they wanted so everything was fine, but then why did Suzume feel so empty? She ached all over and she was certainly in terrible health though not much of it really phased her these days. She kept to herself and occasionally went out on excursions such as the one today. She needed something to do because being locked up in the room had become terribly boring and she likely couldn't have taken much more of it. Her hands clenched into bony fists, tearing up the grass that had been laced inbetween her fingers and Suzume bit her lip. Everything was falling apart, everything. She couldn't face anyone anymore, she couldn't bear the thought of seeing Rhyme after everything that happened and she was sick at the thought of what Cecil would think. "Dammit..." she whispered to herself, shaking her head and fighting back small tears, "...It's not fair." she said pitifully, not intending for anyone to listen and not even necessarily wanting anyone to listen at that note.
The past few weeks were terrible, everything she set her time towards normally was gone, she stopped talking to people and even generally leaving her room. She didn't want anyone to see what happened or try to figure everything out. Her mind held in her thoughts every single moment that now scarred her, she knew that people would figure everything out if they saw her. She crossed her arms over her stomach and kept her eyes on the sky as the dying sunset crept over the horizon. She couldn't remember the last time she felt so alone and she didn't know if she wanted to change it. If she was alone then she wouldn't be worrying anyone else. Everyone was safe this way, only one person had to suffer, it was a small price to pay, right? Suzume's stomach growled as she yawned, she was starving but sadly enough she didn't want to go get something to eat, getting food meant going where people could see her and question her. But she was so hungry... Her stomach growled once more.
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Post by Sun-Hi on Jul 30, 2008 18:12:40 GMT -5
Addison Rae wandered about, she didn't really know where she was but she didn't really care. She just wanted to explore. She pulled her hair out of her face and behind one of her long elven ears. She must have lost the clip that held her hair from her face while she explored. She stopped for a moment. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath in through her nose and held it for a second before releasing it through her mouth. She then heard someone say something to themselves, due to her curiosity she had to go find who said it. She took a few steps and spotted an extremely skinny, extremely pale girl lying in the grass. "What's not fair?" she asked now standing only a few feet away, she wondered if the girl would think Addison was rude for asking. Addison looked the girl over with a smile, she saw nothing wrong or disgusting about being so skinny it looked as if you were sick, the girl was only a little bit skinnier than Addison. Addison thought this girl was beautiful and perfect in all ways.
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Post by Señor Sunday Friday on Jul 30, 2008 18:31:57 GMT -5
Suzume moved faster than one would think possible for someone so terribly thin and frail in appearance, "Oh! Nothing, nothing at all." she said, sitting up and pulling her knees up to her chest while looking towards Addison Rae, she looked like she was hiding behind herself from how she had decided to sit. "Can I help you?" she asked, not sounding too necessarily welcoming but she still sounded as if she wanted someone to talk to, she sounded like she was all alone. Believe it or not Suzume didn't normally talk to other firls so fact that there was somene she hadn't met before wasn't that suprising though it was suprising that someone actually stopped to talk to her. Her black fox ears hung down at the side of her head in a submissive manner, making her look more diminuitive and small than before, her tails wrapping around on the ground with only the slightest twitches.
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Post by Sun-Hi on Jul 30, 2008 19:10:34 GMT -5
Addison Rae smiled at the girl "You seem like you're hiding when you sit like that, why would you want to hide such a beautiful body?" she asked to her. 'I sound like such a guy right now don't I?' she asked herself. "Oh, um I don't need any help, I just saw you sitting here all alone and you looked like you might need some company." She played with her hair a bit before straightening out her shirt. She pulled back on her shirt showing her hip bones which stuck out from her stomach about two inches.
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Post by Señor Sunday Friday on Jul 30, 2008 19:31:55 GMT -5
"You know... you don't have to lie." Suzume retorted, her stomach grumbling a bit, she almost seemed to be testing to see if Addison Rae would make some kind of unkind comment or something of the sort. She didn't seem to notice if there was any problem with anyone else, "My name's Suzume by the way." she mentioned to Addison Rae in case it might have mattered much a while in the future or for any matter that may come up. She stood up, shaking a small bit, her legs thin and seemingly devoid of muscle, making it pretty damn hard to hold yourself up, all one hundred and five pounds of it. She kept her arms crossed over her chest like a small child protecting itself from a nightmare. Her soft blue green eyes gazing up at the sunset for a moment before looking back towards Addison Rae. "And you are...?"
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Post by Sun-Hi on Jul 30, 2008 20:27:14 GMT -5
"My name is Addison Rae, it's nice to meet you Suzume." She looked away from Suzume, "Oh and I wasn't lying." She looked back at her, "I really do think you look beautiful. You're like a doll." She bit her lip for a moment and fiddled with the bottom corner of her shirt as she looked down at her feet. Suzume was the first person Addison felt kinda comfortable talking to in a long time. It was probably because she was a skinny girl who wasn't a man. This made her no threat. It wasn't that girls were weak or anything, it was because Addison had never seen any girl do anything wrong. She had only seen guys hurt girls or guys hurt guys who look like girls.
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Post by Señor Sunday Friday on Jul 30, 2008 20:54:12 GMT -5
Suzume smiled slightly though she was obviously trying to hide it, perhaps simply for the sake of being contrary. Her ears ceased their drooping and she seemed naturally happier, her eyes already seeming to regain a bit of their old glimmer and it certainly helped her seem less melancholy. "Thanks... I guess." she said, rubbing her eye with one of her hands drowsily as her stomach grumbled again, Suzume must have been starving for her stomach to be making so many hungry sounds. Her cheeks turned a tad pink from embarrassment, it was terrible when it looked like you took such little care of yourself. She certainly looked like some kind of anorexic girl, a waist so small she looked like she wandered here from Auschwitz and even her cheek bones slightly defined in her face. Suzume figured Addison was being polite because in all honesty, Suzume found herself as 'grotesquely thin' as she had stated a while earlier.
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Post by Sun-Hi on Jul 30, 2008 21:17:02 GMT -5
"You're welcome, though if you don't mind me asking.." she paused, she didn't know if she was being rude or not, "How do you stay so skinny? Because I've been trying to get down to either one- hundred or ninety-five...I can't seem to get past one-hundred three..." She looked away from Suzume "You don't have to answer me if you don't want to." She looked back at Suzume hearing her stomach growl, "I'm a bit hungry and I don't really know my way around here, do you want to go get something to eat?" She asked her. "Or even maybe just do something together? Most of the people I've met here seem to hate me or they try to get rid of me pretty quickly. It'd be pretty cool if you could hang out with me for a little bit..."
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Post by Señor Sunday Friday on Jul 30, 2008 21:36:24 GMT -5
"First question- incubi. If you don't get it, look it up.. and it's not suggested, and in case you didn't already hear... I'm kinda starving too. We could probably go over to the Ninth Heaven to get something to eat. I'd love to have new friends." she smiled a bit, her head tilted to the side pleasantly, there was a nervousness around her actions, mostly because she had just told Addison Rae the one thing she didn't want anyone to know about but the incubi had said that it was all over now and that Suzume could tell, but it would make no difference. She paused and looked towards Addison, "Don't tell anyone about the incubi thing though..." she actually kinda wished she hadn't said that, she had no clue if Addison Rae was just setting her up for something and she didn't know if Addison Rae was a gossip. So she had no idea if it was going to end up that everyone knew what had happened.
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Post by Sun-Hi on Jul 30, 2008 21:55:21 GMT -5
"Oh.." Addison Rae bit her lip once more, "Food sounds great." She smiled, she sensed Suzume's nervousness. "You don't seem like you really wanted to tell me about the Incubi....But since you did I can always tell you something about me that not many people know about me...Well, two people do, I think..." She sighed "Unless they've told people..." She looked away for a few moments before looking back at Suzume. "Er well, I'll tell you as long as you don't hit me or anything.." She smiled a bit.
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Post by Señor Sunday Friday on Jul 30, 2008 22:06:08 GMT -5
"You don't have to tell me anything you want to, and I promise I won't hit you, besides- I doubt I'm capable of much." she said, some people had to admit she likely had a point, she seemed to be lacking in the muscle needed in order to hurt anyone, though the hard bone under her skin had some promising potential for pain. (yay, alliteration!) She still wasn't going to hit anyone and she couldn't think of any reason why someone would assume that she would try to hurt anybody. She just couldn't comprehend it. "I don't want you to say anything just because you feel like you have to. I'm fine if you keep your secrets." she said, though she figured that she probably would have preferred it if people didn't keep secrets. Still, having someone tell you something just because they 'had to' didn't seem right.
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Post by Sun-Hi on Jul 30, 2008 23:39:33 GMT -5
"Well, if you're going to be one of my first friends here I think I want you to know...And I think I trust you enough." She sighed "Well you see, I'm a guy." She laughed a bit nervously, she put her right hand on the back of her neck. She wasn't very nervous because Suzume said she wouldn't hit Addie. "Sorry, I'd probably tell people upfront if being a guy who looks like a girl was a bit more acceptable, or maybe if 'Hi I'm Addison Rae and I'm a guy' didn't sound so weird..." She sighed and looked at the ground. Her smile faded a bit as she looked up at Suzume "You aren't mad are you?"
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Post by Señor Sunday Friday on Jul 31, 2008 0:07:39 GMT -5
"Well, other than the slightest notion that you'd have to be lying to me... there's nothing wrong." she shrugged with a smile, "Besides, back home we were pretty sure that Vana was a man..." she supressed a little laugh but whatever the joke was seemed to be a little bit of an inside thing. Weirdo. Her comment might have been considered mean by someone a bit critical though her tone was lighthearted and it was obvious she meant no harm. As far as Suzume knew- there were lots of different people at TMA so it was kind of hard to find anyone genuinely 'weird' here at TMA. She looked around for a moment, "So... we headed to the Ninth Heaven?" she asked.
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Post by Sun-Hi on Jul 31, 2008 0:52:36 GMT -5
A smile returned to Addison's face, she was really just happy that she could be truthful with Suzume. 'Maybe she'll turn out to be like Natie...' she thought, she then realized how badly she'd miss Natie and everyone else. Maybe TMA wasn't the best idea for her. Though she wasn't going to turn back because she had already made her decision to come here and she couldn't go back on a decision. There must have been a reason for her to decide come here. She pulled at a curl in her hair, "To the ninth heaven" she said to Suzume.
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Post by Señor Sunday Friday on Jul 31, 2008 1:00:17 GMT -5
Suzume laughed a bit, reaching and grabbing Addison Rae's hand, "Off we go!" she said, pointing ahead and seemed to do some childish mix of stomping and marching, the kind of thing that would be considered embarrassing if there were people around but Suzume seemed to simply be glad that there was someone there, a friend that she could trust and who didn't seem to find her too terribly disgusting. She seemed like a different person than the one whom had been moping on the ground not long ago. She then paused, "Is it okay if I give you something?" she said, "Because you're the first one who hasn't stared at me or anything like that. She smiled, "And I think it's more of your color anyways." she unclasped her necklace and held it out for Addison Rae, it was basically a round turquoise pendant on a simple black cord. "You just have to promise that you'll always have it with you and you can't lose it, okay?" she remained smiling as she held it out for Addison Rae.
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